The thing I'm really struggling with is I'm actually not really all that upset. Mostly I think because I've had so long to get used to the idea. They didn't think he'd pull through after the accident nearly seven years ago, and although he recovered, he's got worse and worse ever since. We always suspected that there would be a winter that he wouldn't make it through, so it's no great shock. Or maybe I'm just putting it off and it'll come hit me in the face later, that happens with me sometimes.
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Date: 2008-07-29 08:32 am (UTC)*hugs back* Thanks.